Video Spread on top of Toasted Homework

I felt like complaining to the internet once again today, but I don't want to think of all the negative things again. I'll listen to the devotion I learned about yesterday and simply thank God for all that he has done for me. Instead of pitying myself for selfish things. So here's some images and they make me happy because they remind me of how I'm getting much better with my fancy camera through all the practice I've been doing over the weekends.

Staying in the Middle

I'm fine with not having an opinion from time to time. This recent hooplah about Zimmerman v. Trayvon has taught me that no one will have the exact story. So due to that I will not have a final opinion about who I think is right or wrong. But I do have to say both sides of the party will have racist acts towards them and I hope that nothing worse will come. I've done enough research about this and I really don't want to have an opinion about the situation. For some reason I spent like 2 days researching what exactly happened and who attacked who first. But in the end my head hurt too much and I stopped researching. Because if I surround myself with all the negativity in the world then I will become negative. That is something I am working on. It is my CHOICE to be negative and gray or I can be hopeful and live in the moment. I will always remember that old turtle sensei from Kung Fu Panda with that really awesome quote about how "the present is a present." 

New Project

My friend David and the fact that I am part of an internship named CYMC really inspires me to film more. Documentary style! And I want to do this to highlight people that are just regular and make them feel special. Even though it will just be posted on my blog that has only like 1 reader. But I'm cool with that! Shout out to my cousin Hannah! I really like working on the laptop and editing by myself. That makes me sound like an introvert... but I am one anyway. My first video will probably be of me and I'll answer some questions and let all y'all actually hear my voice. Then I'll have to muster up the courage to ask people if they'd like to be interviewed and posted on my blog. So for now I'll categorize my blog as a lifestyle blog with sprinkles of fashion every now and then. I don't wanna focus on just my outfits anymore because that's really shallow of me. I mean I'll do it every once in a blue moon if I really like my outfit. Toodles for now and I will be posting on vimeo.com. Cos I don't want to join the hype of YouTube (even though I go on it practically everyday)!

SAT's

Sorry if I scared you off in my last post. I don't need to explain myself though. So moving on I'm taking SAT's this week and I really want to do well but at the same time I'm wasting my time looking at fashion blogs because that is really my passion yet I cant make a living off of it. That's only for the really dedicated. Anyways here is my ball dress inspiration for next year. Gotta start sometime...

{Got these photos somewhere, I don't take any credit at all}