Video Spread on top of Toasted Homework

I felt like complaining to the internet once again today, but I don't want to think of all the negative things again. I'll listen to the devotion I learned about yesterday and simply thank God for all that he has done for me. Instead of pitying myself for selfish things. So here's some images and they make me happy because they remind me of how I'm getting much better with my fancy camera through all the practice I've been doing over the weekends.

Bags Under There

Typing this right now because I'd like to give a shout out to my non existent readers! I'm not sure why I'm updating my blog at such a late hour. If anyone is in the Bay Area and looking for a photographer for a photo shoot or an event, I'd be happy to do it for FREE. Just for the experience. If so email me at constantthoughtsmlee@gmail.com. I'm really finding a love for my camera with every new button I learn how to operate on it. With learning each new letter like on the keyboard I wanna learn more and more about photography. Toodles before the bags under my eyes get darker. Each photo represents my life right now. A sleepy, gluten free, open minded teenage girl. All photos taken by me: my new branding name could possibly be Welcome to my BRAIN.

 



 

Drama Queen Status

 Me and a drag queen?

 Friends!

 More friends <3

 Old friend acting like a b*tch

I realize I am not alone in life. I feel that people who say they are alone in the world are just selfish, like me. I used to say this all the time to myself. Like everyday of my life I pitied myself for not having friends and realizing that I spend a lot of my free time with parents. But that's me just being a little selfish teen moaning and groaning about how my life is not filled with excitement and friends. But I can't say I have overcome feeling like that. But now I realize that I am not alone and I appreciate those friends who are there for me and I shouldn't push them away just because we don't agree or they're not talking about what I want them to talk about. In the words from a loved one, " you should learn to be more tactful."

#The Bling Ring

I recently watched the bling ring. I snuck into the movie! I am such a rebel arent I? It was such a bland yet powerful movie. It starts out with a tape of the bling ring leaving Paris Hilton's house hopping over the fence and making a run for their money. Well not particularly their money but all the famous people they fucking stole from. It was either they stole $3 million worth of shit or it was $300 million. I need to get my facts straight. From when you first see Nick I got the hint that he was gay from his super tight skinny jeans. Not to be stereotypical even though the whole movie is one at that, but in a unique way. And then you here him talking about his friend top the gang leader, her name slips my mind, and he calls him cute thats when you get the picture that he's not in the bling ring to hook up with any of the girls but only to be accepted. And if there's anyone out there like me I totally relate to him because I would do anything to be accepted just like him. My morals would be stripped and I'd be running around naked and blinded so to speak doing whatever someone told me to do just so I would feel accepted. For some reason I only remember Nicki because she is such a bee-yotch and needs to be smacked in the face by her mama to get herself together. I even watched some videos of her stupid ass show and Emma Watson played her perfectly. It just goes to show that TV, Life, and culture overall is going to be taken over by people like this. I guess Nicki is right when she says, "I want to become president someday." Because by the way things are going she actually will. I'll skip to the end which is so damn powerful because Nicki is being interviewed and at the end she says, " Follow me at #nickiforever" or some shit like that. And it goes to show that she has not learned one thing from the whole experience and as a teenager myself I can even tell that she'll be the next Kim Kardashian.

Extra Note: I dont even know why Nicki is the main character because the asian girl was behind the whole thing. Asian Power gets hidden once again :P

Saturdays

It's the weekend! And I'm just at home... Quick outfit post because I need to clean my bathroom. And I recently got this awesome hat and will be wearing daily because my hair has grown long enough that I don't think I'll look like a boy with it on. Secret Worry of Mine: I look like a boy in hats.

 {Outfit:Hat-Daiso, Jacket-American Eagle, Shirt-Thrifted,Shorts-Macy's, Shoes-H&M}

That's Bitchin

This weekend was so fun because I got to go thrifting once again! I also managed to turn in my essay a day early. That's freaking unbelievable coming from me. And right now I'm watching my fave movie 16 candles and will now be using the term "That's Bitchin" to refer to anything I think is cool. That's the second week in a row. Shall we see if I go thriftng again a 3rd time? I now have an Instagram so please FOLLOW me...

@surf_cloudz

 $13 Free people overalls

 $1.99 Mullet T-shirt

 I was inspired to get this shirt by my favorite blogger CHRISTERIC

$8.99 BCBG Dress

Folksy Top and Skirt